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Day 6

Last few mornings I woke up with the urge to place a bet. Today was different. I woke up with an urge to focus on work. Last night was my first day back to muay thai, this was something that always kept me grounded and my mind off anything else. I feel when I am doing muay thai my mind does not think of any problems in my life or desires to gamble. Even after I am done I feel much better about my mind and body.

Day 3

Cant say I feel much different from yesterday. Still have an urge to place a bet, feel disappointed in myself, and feel scared about the road ahead.

I have removed some sports apps that kept notifiying me of shit happening in sports. Which usually would lead me to think I got some good info to go off of to place a bet.

The year of being gamble and weed free

Well its a new year and a new day. Day 2 without gambling and Day 1 without smoking weed.

I have never attempted quiting both at the same time. But I have made the choice to be without two vices that have consumed me for over 11 years straight. No knock on smoking weed, I enjoy it. But just like gambling I have abused it to escape from reality. I wont go on about that as this is a gambling help site. For me one feeds off the other though. I am not as confident on how long I can go cold turkey on smoking weed but I will try and if I fail I will try again.

A Life Time of Gambling - "One Bet"

This is the first time I have ever written a blog, so I am not sure where to start. My thoughts may be all over the place but please have a read and follow me on this journey.

I have read a few peoples stories from horse racing and sports betting to slot machines and poker. We all share the same issues and emotional states.