There are millions of people like ourselves in this world.

Hello,

I have now not gambled for a month. I'm hopeful yet feeling kind of sad, anxious and having the urge to go to a casino today.

I can't wait..have no clue how i will celebrate it..

....12 mths ago i was falling apart, sea of abyss...money gone, hope gone, scared, alone...now..FOCUS....CALM, SLEEP, still money problems but...going in the opposite direction for once....

Can you imagine if you had joined me a year ago...how is everyone?

StaceyP

StaceyP

I cant believe it...

If anyone would of told me I would be able to walk past that computer at home, I would of gone into a panic...seriously..take my gambling away? are you nuts? i cant...!!!....i wont!!!.....its the only thing i got that makes me feel good? Its the loss of my funtime, its the loss of my outlet, its the loss of my reward for working a f/t job and taking care of the baby and my hubby and the house, i deserve it...!!

Yet...its the loss of my money, its the loss of time w/my family, its the loss of my sanity, and mostly the loss of my peace of mind....